Bed Of Roses.

Thank You Queen Of The Desert and Fasha for good comments and inputs:)Indeed a Bed of Roses is very much in your mind and heart,if you feel good with whatever you have now,no matter how hard it is your life is still a bed of roses:) Actually,bukanlah mengeluh sebab kena bekerja 9 to 6..just sebab tak pernah lagi rasa tak bekerja sepenuhnya..rasa so seronok if have more time to do things which you cannot do.Hari ni bercerita lagi dgn good friend,pasal "wish" and "if"..kalau lah dah cukup duit utk semua,saving yang penuh utk diri sendiri,anak2,tiada lagi commitment..nak lah ada small business..or "business for pleasure" lah actually..tak payah datang pagi,suruh orang jaga,datang bila perlu..macam small boutique cafe,or flower shop..then both of us gelak,berangan lah..ada kawan cakap "with yr husband salary i think cukup utk u tak kerja"..ye lah kalau from the beginning commitment and life style set based on sorang bekerja,now i have my own commitments,bought things and live our life based on two incomes..it will be very difficult to adjust..cuma kalau tiba2 terpijak bag berisi USD 3 Mil..then..bye,bye office..i ll open small chocolate shop at a posh mall..haaaa..haaa. Memang ada pros and cons berkerja atau tak bekerja..sebagai manusia..kita always nak rasa benda yang kita tak rasa lagi..maybe i rasa seronok bila sesekali cuti panjang..pagi hantar tiamia ke club,sementara nak ambik both pukul 1,i went to mall,sit at Starbuck or Kopitiam,hirup coffee or wantan soup..after that masuk saloon,cuci rambut,habis ada masa lagi..masuk kedai buku,get few magazines,masuk kedai baju get few things lagi..then baru ambik tiamia..balik rumah,maid ada,so semua dah in order,masuk bilik dgn tiamia..sessi jerit menjerit for a while then bila both tidur i have ample time for myself lagi.Maybe the routine gonna be boring kalau everyday sama,unless ada serious business to take care of..kalau asyik menghabis duit di saloon and shopping kalau laki tak kaya mana mesti dia menjerit jugak one day..haa..haaa..today pun bila i told my husband that our lawyer said PKNS has retrieved our misplaced file (ye sebelum ni risau bila PKNS cakap dia misplaced the file sebab they nak pindah office) and land transaction can be completed soon..he said " haaaa..start saving now dear...nak buat rumah pulak"..after few mins i fikir.."wahhh aku ni boros ke..bila dia cakap camtu"..itu sebab kita bekerja dia cakap camtu..tak kisah..what if tak bekerja jadi sensitive lah semua.The fact is i memang tak pandai simpan duit,husband never complaint..walaupun dia pay banyak benda and kadang2 joint account dia pun kita attack..jadi nampaknya kenalah bekerja sampai pencen..dan jangan lah sesekali mengeluh..Syukur ke hadrat Illahi dengan semua yang ada..tapi kalau jadi uwan pun sangat seronok sampai sekarang ada duit pencen best jugak..tapi dah tua duit pun tak tahu nak guna sangat..100,200 dah more than enough for her..kesian dia dah lupa ni..kita cakap "mak pencen mak banyak RM....dalam bank"..dia cakap "ehhh mano ado,banyak sangat tu.."i pulak too late nak kerja gomen..nak berpencen..Alhamdulillah di doa kan kawan2 semua pun bahagia dengan hidup masing2,tercapai cita2 yang di hajatkan...InsyAllah. ..( you ll find you way..kata Maher zain..hee..heee) and Thank You Allah (kata Maher Zain lagi)



Seluar RM6 beli orang jual kat office hari ni..sangat sedap pakai tidur..Alhamdulillah..see..best jugak kerja..shopping pun boleh buat kat office jer..hee..hee..

Tuan punya blog ..insaf dan muhasabah diri lah..ada jugak masa untuk semua bila plan betul2..ni haaa..bila kenits dah tidur kita pun berinternet..snap gambar sana sini....chaos pagi esok bila nak get ready food,kenits pergi sekolah episode lain lah pulak..malam ni we just nikmati..oklah nak pi tidur dah...bed tak der lah full with roses sebab tiamia dah jadi "monkey jumping on the bed" tadi..but dalam hati banyak roses..nite,nite semua:)