Assalamualaikum semua:) Thank You pada yang singgah.
This morning i was praying hard as at 11.30 am today my brother and sister will send Uwan to first check up after surgery.If we look at the cut outside Uwan's tummy, it is healing very well and we pray that the inside wound is healing good too. Uwan is still weak..makan so slow and kurang, everything is back to A again, got to encourage her to eat,drink without coughing etc..kena buat dengan sabar and penuh ke insafan..the hardship is not the only thing in going through this but lesson and keinsafan come side by side..an eye opener to appreciate every single thing that Allah SWT has given to you.The plus point in Uwan..she has semangat nak sembuh dan sabar dalam menempuh sakit..not a single word of mengeluh from her mouth she said " mesti sentiasa sabar dalam menempuh kesakitan". So my doa for my emak today..May Allah SWT bless emak with all kebaikan dan dipermudahkan semuanya.Before going to office today i have laid down uwan's clothing to hospital on the bed just like preparing Tia Mia to school..I put her jubah,inner,tudung and cardigan..told Heni to pack her porridge and air zam zam in the bag too..moga di permudahkan semua.
Few friend has asked me since i am wearing tudung now style macam mana? :););) Well the answer is i have no style as my time is very limited in the morning and the first meaningful day of wearing it; i took whatever i have in my wardrobe as at that time my eyes was fulled with tears, nothing matters to me except doas and "berhijrah" because of HIM alone,nothing else...in fact the first tudung i wore at hospital was Uwan's one which i bought for her longtime ago. Then i bought a few from a Shop called "Najjah" owned by Farah Adeeba a presenter at TV9, why i like it? The shop is so near to my house:):) suka sebab itu ajer yang sempat..hee..hee but i like their shawl actually..very easy to wear, no need to telek2 in the morning,wear the inner,lilit ke tepi kepala and letak few needles ..done.I have tight scedule in the morning..if i don't follow the time table it will slack here and there.The day starts with feeding Uwan with ubat,which is a big challenge too,prepare breakfast,school pack for Tia Mia,lauk for Uwan,lauk for Tia Mia and i need to spend about 20 mins with Uwan to feed her as feeding need encouragement and strategy, i have to massage either her hand , feet or neck, tell her story about kampung..and one spoon will go inside her mouth and i have to repeat the process of massaging and telling story until a bowl of porridge is finish. Tak apalah that's the same process she had to go through when i was small as i know i was a picky eater too, feeding me including of putting me on the swing,under the tree etc;);)
Found 3 packs of these on my office table yesterday..so sweet..Thank You Aiza:);)
"No style Style":):) my niece Nur said i look like budak college..:):) tak apalah jadi budak college balik pun..I am learning everyday anyway;)
I like Najjah's shawl and inner..no brooch or anything for me..needles are good enough..pagi2 ni elok lah sikit terletak tudung ni..dah petang dah dua kali bukak kat office..main lilit ajer lah sebelum balik:):)
Yesterday;s shawl..before going back,after 2 kali bukak tutup..no cermin in my office..so lilit tepi balik..cukup lekat sudah;):)
The shawl..the t shirt material.
And to my busyuk masyam..mama loves you too very much..bed is the only place we can have golek2, hugs,kiss kiss now..InsyAllah sayang..Uwan will sembuh soon with our love and doa and mama will spend more time with you just like before ya.
Love my nomok2 very very much.Salam sayang buat semua;)