Sun is shining.

Salam semua:) Alhamdulillah, today i am driving back to work..i have a slight kerisauan in my heart,it is just like leaving you new born baby at home after pantang:);) InsyAllah Uwan will be fine at home,i ve been bathing,feeding,exercising her since she got back home.Yesterday i let the maid handle her..not so bad..Heni used to work for a short while in hospital last time..so she is quite handy. My sister will come later in the afternoon and I have arranged for Tia Mia to stay back until evening at kindy today so that Heni can look after Uwan without interruption..Tia Mia pun di ajar berkorban jugak:) Maulidur Rasul i told both the  story about our Rasul Nabi Muhammad SaullaAllahualaiwasalam.I told them where did they get their  names Khadijah (Khadeja) and Aisyah (Ayesha)..I told Tia Khadijah was a very strong lady she supported our Rasul all her life.Tia said she is not so strong as if she falls she will cry..i told her it is okay to cry as we are only human just like Rasul..baginda pun menangis,berdarah bila di baling batu..kekuatan is in the heart..if you love Allah,people around you that is a good start to be strong. While for Mia i told her Aisyah was a lady fulled with  "kelembutan..menyenangkan.." kadang2 kita tak perlu berbuat banyak,cukup dengan menyenang kan dan tak menyusahkan..kerana senyuman,budibahasa..semua sedekah...dan apakah yang lebih mendamaikan bila kita sakit dan memerlukan kita ada orang yang menyenangkan dan penuh dengan kelembutan di sisi.And both were really happy to know Uwan's name sama dengan nama ibu Rasul i.e Aminah.

Alhamdulillah..hari ni mendengar lagu InsyAllah tanpa airmata..terasa damai dan menyenangkan;);)

Life goes on..saya pun sangat rindu nak masak2..yesterday evening i prepared a simple roti kaya bakar with Teh Tarik for everybody..i really syukur and treasure the smell from my oven;);)

For dinner i prepared simple dishes...gulai ikan talapia dengan daun gelugor,goreng sardin dan sup sayur kentang..happy nya rasa tengok family makan2 di dapur..walaupun tak seberapa..tapi semua berselera dan puas.

Ayan my niece yang sentiasa setia menghulur bantuan dan tidur menemani Uwan sejak di hospital pun datang bawak tudung baru for me and Ikin dari kedai kawan dia@ Stellar(at SubangJaya)..dia suruh letak gambar i pun tolong promote sini..I love the material very much..soft,smooth tie dye..very easy to use..comfortable too;):)  

Lepas goreng sardin dengan muka berpeluh tak mandi Ayan and Ikin dah sibuk suruh gayakan tudung baru..layan lah perangai anak2 saudara yang baik hati ni..they all looked young& innocent to me just like many years ago but they are strong women actually..during the hard time like this they stand strong behind me..I am so thankful.Same goes to my niece Nur..despite her hectic schedule and looking after her not so strong mother she ll find time to come and support me. I m really touch when both Ikin and Nur want to be just like me in looking after ibu/ayah..they said they want to do the same too and they menjaga their ibu/bapa dengan baik now.Alhamdulillah..myself pun bukan sempurna..banyak flaws di sana sini..tapi sangat bersyukur hati tidak tertutup untuk memperbaiki diri..sama2 kita belajar antara satu sama lain.

To those longed to see TiaMia'a antics..ni lah kerja dua orang ni..mama sibuk dah hampir 20 hari lamanya..dua orang ni pandai membawa diri menghiburkan hati..selongkar almari pretend macam2 to fill masa2 terluang.dah boleh harap tolong bagi Uwan minum,picit2 badan Uwan..thank you darlings.

I woke up this morning and looked  out..walaupun Uwan ,masih belum boleh duduk di veranda macam dulu..tapi sangat syukur dengan apa yang Allah Swt kurnia kan..tak terhingga nikmat dan hikmahnya.

Then routine biasa pun bermula..after dah bagi Uwan ubat,bagi minum susu..buat breakfast dan siapkan bekal Tia and Mia.

Rindu nak tunjuk gambar makanan..tiada yang hebat pun..nak tunjuk jugak:);) Fried macaroni and and satu favourite uwan,orang nogori panggil "kueh badak"..yang luar keledek dalam inti kelapa pedas.

Now my house is fulled with this tiny little furries pagi2..kena hati2 takut terpijak:):) kata Uwan ini pun rezki jugak:)..nama asyik kena tukar kejap Tia Mia bagi "Marissa,Misha,Natasha..entah lah macam2..if myslef "si hitam 1,2,3 dan 4 ..senang sikit:):)

Badan penat melihat muka si busyuk ni pagi2..semua pun boleh di lakukan atas izin Allah.

Damai rasanya..pagi2 kalau belum banyak perangai Cik Kak ni semua..nampak "baby' lagi sangat sedap nak peluk,cium2..biarlah penuh air liur basi pun;)

Bagi yang mendoakan "penghijrahan" saya dan harap ianya berkekalan..InsyAllah..di sudut hati saya dan setiap nafas saya..hanya Allah Swt yang mengetahui.Salam dan terima kasih pada semua semua sisters and brothers in Islam..yang dekat,diperantauan,silent readers,Anon dan semuanya.