Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Uwan Saya Tersenyum!

Seperti yang mama cakap sebelum ni mama cuba perbaiki diri,mengeratkan lagi hubungan antara mama dan uwan,bukan tak erat sebelum ni cuma "the soft touch" tu kurang agaknya,Kalau nak di ikutkan masa memang tak pernah cukup,menguruskan rumah,kerja pejabat semuanya mencuri masa. Tapi semua tu apalah nak nak dibandingkan "harta" yang kita ada di rumah, yang kadang2 kita terlepas pandang,dengan tekad tu bila kak ikin called semalam mama pun ambik cuti sehari,selain ada urusan bank mama nak bawak uwan keluar jalan2 lebih lama,makan2 dan bersantai jer. Kak ikin pulak memang cucu yang baik, sentiasa ada masa untuk uwan,kadang2 mama lupa dia tu cucu ingat macam adik sendiri jer,sebab hati yang baik tu kak ikin dapat husband yang baik jugak,mama boleh nampak segalanya,suka mama tengok abang din melayan uwan.So semalam,kita jalan2 tanpa ada sebarang had tujuan,kak ikin nak beli few lights kat ikea,so kita pun drive ke ikea,makan2,dah selesai ikea,kita pergi fun kidz zone,uwan pun boleh relax kat situ while waiting you both jumping having fun.Dah habis kids fun zone we pergi minum and makan ice cream..dah kira uwan penat berjalan kita pun get ready nak balik walaupun dua orang kenits tak penat lagi.Balik pukul2.30,mama singgah pasar segar beli ikan tenggiri,petai,sayur,balik rumah mama bersilat masak asam pedas ikan tenggiri dengan kacang botol,ada ulam,ikan terubuk masin,sedap lah masing2 makan lagi at 3.30..haaa..haaa..agenda semalam,makan2 and makan jer. Mama harap uwan terhibur semalam,nampak dia pun cerah jer muka..mama harap uwan senang hati duduk di rumah kita,banyak cabaran dalam mama nak membahagi masa, kalau tak bijak selamanya mama "diikat" masa, kena pandai lah menilai,membahagi.Sebagai manusia kadang2 mama hanyut dalam kesibukan dan melayan perasaan, urusan pejabat pun kadang2 bukan berakhir dipejabat saja,...kalau ada issue yang besar terus melekat ke kepala..telefon di rumah pun berdering.Kalau sedang susah hati pun harus diketepikan yang tak tahu apa di rumah menunggu dari pagi mengharap kasih sayang kita,senyum manis kita tak kan nak nak di bebankan dengan mood tak elok,baru lepas berdebat menjerit2 di office pun, sebesar mana deal yang baru kita selesaikan pun, bertapa pentingnya kita dipejabat pun..bila melangkah masuk rumah terus lah jadi suri kita sepenuhnya..dakap "harta2" yang menunggu,singsing lengan ke dapur,hidangkan makan malam..itulah kekuatan suri di beri AllahSwt..tak perlu ganjaran besar melihat senyuman dari orang yang disayang pun berbunga hati hingga ke hulunya.

Yey uwan saya tersenyum lah..uwan pakai baju baru,papa beli kain tu dari Korea..saya pulak malu ni..sukanya hati saya.
Happynya dua orang ni berjalan2 dengan kak ikin and uwan..sampai tak bagi kikin balik.


Ishh Tia apasal serious sangat..sabar nanti chicken wings datanglah...

Ni kak ikin punya..yumm yumm meatballs..tapi semua orang pun share.

Ni mama punya favourite..west coast salad sedap....
Uwan and kenits mama orderkan chicken wings..so semalam uwan makan chicken wings,meatballs..nampak ada selera uwan.
Wah sedapnya chicken Tia..
Meriahnya makan..bising satu meja.

wahhh kak ikin sampai penuh2 mulut tu..Tia pun apa kurangnya..terbongkok2 makan.
Dah penat kat kids fun zone pergi makan ice cream pulak..uwan makan kerepek apa tah namanya..
kak ikin pun continue jugak..tehn tia cakap "tia nak berak" sambail buat expression muka..haaa..haaa
Ni budak banyak akal..now bukan saja sayang mama macam sky or ocean but macam "moon"..mama kena cakap kat uwan macam tu jugak lah:)
Nak jadi mak aji pulak dua orang ni.
Malam Tia pun berdoa untuk semua orang..moga semua selamat dan bahagia.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Perasaan

Hari ni mama pergi office dengan perasaan bercampur baur,rasa seperti ada yang tak selesai.Uwan not in a good mood this morning,dia sedih teringat kampung, dia cakap 'nak balik duduk kampung,rindukan kampung,kesian rumah takut rosak' mama cakap dengan uwan dia dah tak boleh duduk kampung sorang2 lagi even kalau ada orang gaji pun dengan keadaan uwan dah uzur,pelupa orang boleh ambik kesempatan.So susah bila sampai bab perasaan ni..cukup makan minum,pakaian,duit tak menjamin kita rasa bahagia sentiasa, macam uwan mesti dia sentiasa jugak teringat kampung laman. Maybe mama tak buat sepenuhnya..mama terlalu sibuk buat perkara yang rutin,mama hanya siapkan masakan,keperluan dia yang lain, tak berkesempatan membelai perasaan nya..macam ni kah perasaan mama bila dah tua nanti? rindu,sedih..aduh rasa bersalahnya mama.Kepenatan,kesibukan mama sepatutnya bukan alasan mama patut membaja jiwa uwan jugak..mama harus ada masa bersama dia anak dan emak, bukan sentiasa dalam keriuhan you both yang sentiasa mencuri masa mama..tak senang membahagi hari minggu yang pendek..memasak,mengemas senang dibuat tapi tak senang nak meluput rindu seseorang..' cubalah,cubalah..beri sepenuh commitment"..mama mesti cakap macam tu pada diri sendiri..mesti perbaiki lagi hubungan dengan semua orang..mesti lebih kuat dan tabah.

Hujung minggu dua orang budak kecik nak swim..so we pergi club.
Budak ni dah tambah nakal..macam2 dia tahu,Tia cakap " Tia sayang mama banyak macam sky,macam ocean..." moga perasaan Tia tu kekal sampai mama tua,sampai mama dah pelupa..dah uzur,dah tak dapat buat macam2 untuk Tia.

papa memang sayang you both..Mia ingat, papa buat semua benda untuk Mia...Mia berak ke muntah ke papa buat apa saja..kadang2 lebih lagi dari mama..jangan lupa itu bila papa dah tua.
Seronok dalam changing room..
Dah mandi rushing balik..ada shichida class pulak petang.
main2 kat lobby club kejap.
Sayang jangan nakal..jangan kacau uwan,kacau heni..sayang uwan selalu okay.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Rekindling memories from good old days at Le Meridien.

There are countless memories from the University days. The good and challenging ones, laughters and tears go hand in hand those days. After so many years i feel like i left the Uni just a year ago, every inch of the memories are kept intact in my mind. Sometimes you wish that you could visit the good old times but when you look back and see what you have now you feel so grateful.Good old days are to be cherished and the life that you have now is built from those great experience which lead to the strong foundation.Yes i miss the faces from the Uni days,due to the tight schedules,logistic etc couldn't see face to face to rekindle the good memories.Thinking about how young, inexperience and naif you were made you cringe and laugh,those days Rm50 was enough for you to enjoy yourself, i remember when i was broke with only 2 or 3 ringgit in my pocket i will give my sister (mak lang) a call,she will tell me that she' ll leave money inside one of the shoes outside her house since there will be nobody at home during day time. Seeing the Rm50 inside the shoe made me feel so good, it was like seeing my pay cheque now, with that money apart from buying things for college i can still get a RM5 bermuda and Rm8 T shirt from Petaling Street, that made me feel so happy wearing new items at Hostel.Life in Hostel was simple "berat sama di pikul ringan sama di jinjing, maggie mu maggie ku,serunding mu serunding ku, water heater mu water heater ku" so seronok, when some one balik to their hometown we will eagerly wait for them to bring back food so that we can kenduri, a packet of maggie mee can be shared by 2 or 3 people..thinking about how sedap makan maggie at nite, tambah cili padi and ikan bilis,rendam dalam air panas...buat jadi senyum sekarang.Semua pun we share, even the small katil, bila cerita hantu keluar, the small katil can accomodate 2 people, susah senang bersama, so much fun peeping from window skodeng orang dating kat car park,tengok drama hindustan..heee..heee. Recently i met those good people i miss at FB, we had small virtual reunion,followed by tiny reunion between myself Dayang and Sha at le Meridien..it was good,it was great, i hope we can do more often with more people.

The reunion at FB started with Sha posting this photo..i was so kurus masa tu.. so pucat and lesi macam orang tak cukup vitamin:) )From left rufa a somebody at Kementerian Pertanian ,me,Sharifah Norfaridzah has her own legal firm in Shah Alam and Datin Dila, ada legal firm as well in Seremban, this bubbly girl married a Dato.

Ni gambar baru balik dari dinner final year with Mass Comm students,macam2 style..i look awful with style rambut tinggi,tapi masa tu rasa hebat...jalan pun confident..he..heee.depan sekali tu haslina samat,lady of leisure now, husband duit bertimbun ada chain of money changer all over KL.

We were our yearly law Dinner.. every year kita kena attend Law Dinner, wear a proper formal black and white attire, belajar guna cutleries yang betul,how to cut the bread,spoon the soup,socialise etc..in europe they called "Wine and Cheese party" we called "no wine and cheese"

Dekat Class with MR Vesu, our English Lecturer masa Pre Law School, a one year preparation for English language to prepare you for your law course as all subjects will be in English.Mr vesu garang gilerr ada yang panggil dia macam2..garang macam hantu..semua takut and kecut..dalam class asyik nak torture orang, tanya soalan bukan2..bila masuk dia akan soal everbody macam2,satu hari dia tanya soalan what is "FM" kat radio channel stands for..half of the class tak dapat jawab, sampai my giliran i terdengar Syukri ( 'budak pandai') cakap perlahan to himself " frequency modulation" confidently i jawab,Mr vesu was impressed..ha..haaa.

Our tiny reunion at le Meridien, dayang on the left,sha on the right, dayang was an every year dean's list, pandai dia ni,now a succesful lawyer in Sarawak, married to our senior Ayob..Ayob mengorat dayang dulu bagai nak rak..dayang mula2 tak nak,tapi cinta ayob sungguh kuat,menangis bagai..now dah ada anak 3,ayob tinggalkan semenanjung demi dayang..banyak harta dia orang ni,boat,luxury kondo etc. Sha pulak dulu kegilaan senior jugak..rupa aznah hamid masa remaja, very confident girl..kalau tak kenal ingat sombong..pernah dating our classmate rupanya,now married a Syed..ada anak 3 jugak..running a legal firm kat Shah Alam.Sha,thanks belanja we all okay..nanti belanjalah lagi.

The 3 happy ladies..love you all.

dayang bawak ole2 so banyak from Sarawak for us..bila balik tengok the box,nearly 3o ekor fresh udang di frozen kan, 6 ekor terubuk masin sarawak, 4 rolls of kek sarawak and rempah laksa sarawak..hmm kenduri sarawak delicacies lah nampaknya..thanks dayang.

The terubuk masin is so nice, tak masin sangat tapi lemak..goreng dengan bawang and cili padi malam tadi makan dengan nasik panas berasap dan goreng udang segar berkunyit ..wah syoknya:)

the famous kek lapis sarawak..macam2 colour ada.

My fridge is fulled with the big prawns and terubuks..thanks you so much dayang.. ikin,nur and ayan maksu will masak laksa sarawak this week..you all are welcome.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Galileo,galileo my mama fell down and sprained her ankle.

Aduss sakit betul rupanya terseliuh ankle..sampai rasa nak nangis mama.Dah lama tak rasa sakit to that extend,rasa macam bengkak susu:)Sunday,mama papa took you both to Planetarium,we went to see spaceship,space suit,learned about planets,stars etc. wahh suka lah dua2 sebab kat rumah selalu tengok vcd galileo about the planets,jadi dua orang dah boleh faham..tapi bila kita masuk theatre tengok show..dua2 nangis takut. The theatre tu dome dia really big,with the 3D effects,semua nampak macam real..macam nak datang kat kita..mama kesian jugak nak bawak keluar tapi papa insisted on staying and said you ll both be fine..in the end dua2 cover muka and pura2 tidur..kesian betul but it was a good experience.Sebab kesian kat dua2 mama pun nak belanja makan your favourite food kat "The Itallinies" Curve, entah macam mana masa nak masuk toilet Curve,ada air on the floor,mama tak nampak 'bedebubb" mama jatuh kaki dulu..mula2 tak sakit so jalan sana2 sini,after makan, having fun baru balik rumah..then start sakit..so intense..tak tahan2..papa put hot oil but that didn't help..sampai mama kena heret punggung masuk kereta,papa bawak pergi damansara specialist, the doctor gave one jab to ease the pain,sent mama for x ray..nasib baik sunday orang tak ramai..alhamdulillah no fracture,just swelling inside the ankle,the doctor gave mama 'ice pack" and some medication...terjumpa your paeditrician Datuk Dr Musa there, he said "what happen?"main bola ke?..mama said ' i fell at the Curve Datuk"..he then said " too much shopping"..semalam pakcik,kak ikin datang melawat kita..wahh banyak betul food kat rumah,can last for two days:)..itulah cerita weekend kita.

Saturday,Shichida class,after class the girls happy tengok decoration for Chritmas and New year.

lepas tu dua2 demanded "Ribena pastilles"..bkan lah semua kedai ada,pergi 711 nasib baik ada tinggla dua packet lagi..kalau satu mama tak beli buat bergaduh jer.

Sunday we went Planetarium..mula2 enjoy masuk anti gravity room

Both asyik tengok the stars.


Adik siap nanyi twinkle2 little stars..

having fun inside the exhibition gallery

running here and there...

"The sun,sun big sun"

Jumpa Mr Astronaut.."mama ni abang encem ke inside?"

Then masuk theatre nak tengok show..

Happy time..belum start show lagi..after this "nak balik,nak go home":)
We went Curve for lunch.

We had our lunch at The Itallianies, with main course kids can get free menu,so mama ordered alfredo spaghetti for you both.

Both enjoying thier alfredo.

Mia..memang suka sangat spagehtti..she loves olio,bolognese or alfredo.

Papa loves,brushetta with arthicoke formaggio.

Mama's all time favourite "Clam Linguine"

Tia dah kenyang mula buat muka macam2..

We had good lunch at The Itallianies..masa ni kaki tak sakit lagi.

Then jumpa Mrs cow outside Marche

Heee..both shame shame..cakap " nak milk,nak milk"..orang lalu pun ketawa tengok dia orang..

Lepas tu we go for our favourite ice cream at Yokomon,mia's favourite is "green tea"..pelik lah adik ni macam orang tua pulak.

Both enjoying their green tea and red beans ice cream. yokomon is from japan.

sedapnya green tea tu yerr...

Final ride while waiting for mama to buy "Big Apple Donuts" for everybody at home..mama bought uwan the durian donuts..uwan not well..down with flu and cough.Then balik rumah..sakit mama pun mula and ended up with wheel chair and x ray room at Damansara Specialist:)